Sunday, March 06, 2005
jus got home not long ago.
feeliin tiired.
went to meet bren ad somerset?
den ii was lyk waiitiin ferr herr ferr duno how long.
den she FINALLY reach.
den we wentt tto see e tym slots.
suppose wana watch e howl`s moviin castle de.
buden iit`s sold outt.
soo wentt tto watch hiide n seek norrhs.
llame show nahs.
not worth watchiin oso.
okiies.
met bren`s fwen.
herr 1st tym meetiin hiim oso.
he claiims tt he`s ard ourr age.
buden ended up,
he look mre lyk a nearly 30 TI KO PEH!
no kiiddiin norrhs.
den wentt fer e moviie norrhs.
afterr e moviie,
wentt tto meet cerlyn , herr bf n sandy.
wentt tto taka n eat.
afterr eatiin, went bac tto heeren norrhs.
den left miie , bren n sandy,
wentt tto take neo.
den ii cum bac home alone norrhs.
wiib ddarl on e fone.
reached home,
1st tiing to do iish bathe.
den afterr tt onliine lers.
suppose tot bbabyboii wiill be onliine buden nv see hiim onliine.
veh diisapoiinted. ) x
- haiish.
guess iim a no one to hiim.
ddarl ask miie dun waste mua tym lers.
) x
- haiish.
soo ii deciided tto send hiim a msg iin fwensterr.
tiis iish wart ii saiid :
hmmms. iive no iidea y iim typiin tiis to eu. jus feel tt iive botheriin eu too long lers bahs. sorrii ferr wastiin urr preciious tym. sorrii fer every liil tiings ii saiid n done. ii cant touched urr heart nv wiill ii. guess ii cant keep e promiise anymre. ii cant mend urr broken heart. no matterr how much effort ii put iin, nth seems to change. each niitex, ii cant get tto slp, mua tears flows dwn mua cheeks as ii tiink of eu. ii really duno wart else ii can do to heal urr heart. mua msges to eu are nth. dere wun be anymre reply frm eu. eu`re gettiin furtherr n furtherr frm miie. ii cant hold eu bac. all ii can do iish stand dere n see eu walk awae frm miie. iish dere any waes tt ii can hold eu bac? no poiint askiin eu.eu saiid iit`s unfaiir tto miie iif eu accpet miie. but to miie, ii dun care iit`s unfaiir ornt, all ii wan iish stay bsiide eu. now ii noe iit`s iimpossiible. eu stiill miish urr ex. eu stiill lurve herr. tt`s e fact. ii cant change e fact. ii cant force eu to lurve miie.hmms. abt urr bdae, ii stiill wiish to be wiib eu on tt dae buden seems iimpossiible now. unless eu`re wiilliin to hab miie spentiin wiib eu?anywaes, jus telliin eu ii wun kiip on pesteriin eu anymre. no poiint holdiin onto eu when eu dun wan miie ad all. soo ii wun be sendiin tons n tons of msges everydae wiib no repliies. takiies mua bbabyboii. tiink ii wun hab anymre chance to cor eu tt anymre bahs. all e best to eu n urr ex.
eileen.
iit`s superr long llars.
guess he oso wun readd.
mayb he dun giib a damn?
ii duno nahs.
- haiish.
hab been soo upset overr hiim tiis few daes.
) x
ii haben do mua d&t yet.
duno 2ml how am ii goiin to surviive lers.
takiies all.
Written @10:41 PM
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